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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

sleepless in salt lake

i don't even know where to go from here. that is why i haven't typed a single word. when i try, i am overcome by emotions that never seem to be far from the surface. sitting here now i can remember the thoughts and feelings that burdened me daily. i put on a smile for the world as i ached deep inside. and while everyone else continued to live, i felt that i would surely die.

2 comments:

nikol said...

Aww..i wish i knew what to say. i don't know any better now than i did back then. but that i'm always here as a sister and a friend-even if i'm not good at showin it.

Zoe said...

I am sorry for your pain. I think that writing about it is the best therapy. What a special child to have come into your life. I can't wait to meet her.